she dreamed the same dream night after night~We are an orchestra of one, we are a majesty unveiling, we are newly born lovers, christening one another with mouths and hands and seeking tongues. We are everything and nothing~ Night is falling. night is falling. and I am drowning. in your arms. I am safe again. I am safe again. You surface me, and cling to me, night is falling and I am in my place again. above you, beneath you, wherever it pleases you so... oh my love, I am home again. My heart has been reborn again. the night is falling. and so am I . Falling for you ( into you, above you, through you). night is falling. night is falling. and so am i. so am i. always for you. for you.

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2001-12-08 - 6:37 p.m.

I was thinking today, about all the different ways people view things as sexy. We are inundated with images that the media and the advertising people, et al, think are sexy. But have I ever wondered what sexy means to me? I mean, what I really think is S E X Y?

No, I don't think I have!

So, hmm, let me ruminate on that thought.

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: 3 yrs later::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

What the #^$&*@? you mean i never finished this thought?

ok, well off the top of my head, here are some things that I think are sexy ( these are strictly my own lame heterosexual opinions and I would not try to inflict them on you unless you *like* that kind of thing)

_________What is Sexy?______

by Wendy Chymes

age 31

um, stalling still stalling, drawing a total blank, blinking, counting the blinks, having flashbacks to nam, remembering that I was never *actually * in nam, clicking tongue to make annoying sounds to distract self, snapping back to reality, right , where was I... what is sexy?

ok

Sexy is, the guy in the park walking his dog. I love when a guy has a dog, and plays with it ( come to think of it, he could just be "borrowing "the dog from a married friend, in a lame attempt to get laid by fawning needy chicks like me, who use the fact that said guy has a dog and thereby must be emotionally available and willing to commit to a monogamous relationship, involving man, chick ( me ) and dog.( sounds like the casting call of a very BAD porno) but anyway come to think of it, this would all be based on a lie, and if the dog did not really belong to him, he would have to come up with a complicated serie of lies to explain how dog myseteriously ran away, but that the twin brother of thedog lives with his best friend. hmm, a relationship based on a bed of lies. Yep, I have slept in that bed before, and I am sure I will again. Hope I don't get fleas this time.

Sexy is the guy who just stepped out of the shower and smells like my body scrubs which he secretly covets and uses to exfoliate and permeate himself with lovely scents like peony or honeysuckle, and my 30 dollar shampoo which he uses like he needs to wash each individual strand and takes the phrase, "shampoo rinse repeat" to new levels and never EVER offers to replace, hey wait a minute that isn't sexy either! The guy is a total cheapskate who is using me, as a cost effective one stop shopping source for all his glamming grooming needs!!!!!!!!!! Your vanity disgusts me, and I don't think you wore my knickers justcause you didn't have "any clean ones left""! HMPPH, I am on to you! and you are soooooooooooooo not sexy anymore. hey, is that MY BODY GLITTER ?? NOW YOU HAVE GONE TO FAR!!!! GIVE IT BACK , YOU CHEAP BASTARD!!!!!

moving right along....

Sexy is the guy on the internet who sends you sweet charming emails, enquiring daily , hourly, sometimes even bi hourly about how you are feeling, how your day was, tells you all the ways he misses you, and all the things that remind him of you, even though he has never been in the same room as you. Then gradually you learn that said charmer, lives in Indiana and has a huge gun collection, and has used mapquest to figure out your exact location, and you never gave him your address but you did give him your phone number one boring night and he did a reverse search on it, and got your address and starts emailing you all your neighbors names and addresses and tells you that even though he is not allowed to drive over state lines, because of the warrant out for his failure to appear in court regarding his 3 DUI's he loves you enough to risk it. wow, that is soooooooooo NOT SEXY either. it is sweet, sure, but in a psychotic kinda way. Thank god for the homophobic ways of middle america, because when you told him that you were a pre op transexual, he lost interest in you, and probably moved on, to some poor sheep in his small rural farming community. ahem, these are all extreme examples and not in any way gleamed from my ACTUAL life, just mutations of my overactive imagination

and were they real, I would really have this to say.

I hate you, non DOG owning boy . ( wanna meet for a drink next week?)

GO to hell Glitter boy! ( hey, I just got the new cure dvd wanna paint each others toenails, and eat ben and jerry's and watch it ?)

You are a sick, evil cretent, Indiana boy!!! and I am *not* sorry for sending a drag queen stripper at your place of work for your unhappy birthday :P not one bit!

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