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2002-05-15 - 12:23 p.m.
last night I wanted to close my eyes and wake up and find you here, kneeling at the side of my bed, with the halo of midnight all around you, wearing the black satiny cape of the moon and your face a beacon of light guiding me home again.
~I want to be your spinning atlas, my solar plexus the center of your pleasurable universe, but you are always just barely out of reach, like the reflection of starlight glimmering on the shimmering surface of a deep lagoon. Just when I think I have caught you, like warmed breath through my body, I exhale and you are gone. I try not to breathe, I try not to let go. I want to hold you in, fold you in layers of chiffon against my wintered skin. I memorized your pulse, I know the rhythym of your sighs. I was your delicious secret, the feathered bed of all your softly layered lies and you, you were my unrelenting torment and all my sad, sad goodbyes~
P.s. if you had ever even asked for forgiveness, I would have relented so easily. but I guess you never even really knew me at all.
old starlight - new starbright
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