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2002-06-21 - 9:17 p.m.
I sit here, and tremble, my fingers hovering above the letters, on the keyboard, and how I suddenly wish that I was blind. so that my eyes would be canvased black to everything else, except the memory of your face.
Last night, I fell asleep trying to fold myself into the silk corners of that blissful, autumn day, in the park, when you carved "wendy was here" on the rusted bench. and the moment was right, and everything was perfect. because indeed I was there. I was there with you
somehow I really never needed any more than ..
just being. near you.
with all of the
melting like milkchocolate
silent thoughts
swirling between us
a wide eyed laughing girl
and a boy who flashed open
for a fleeting moment
like a supermarket door
before closing up
before shutting down.
before pushing away.
before YOU
s t o p p e d.
whispering
secrets into my glossy mouth
and went all
far
away
and
now
I
Need
a
microscope
to
find
any
traces
of
your
eyelashes
beneath
the
lilac
duvet
where
you
last
lay
before
you
swept
us
so
wide
apart.
old starlight - new starbright
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