she dreamed the same dream night after night~We are an orchestra of one, we are a majesty unveiling, we are newly born lovers, christening one another with mouths and hands and seeking tongues. We are everything and nothing~ Night is falling. night is falling. and I am drowning. in your arms. I am safe again. I am safe again. You surface me, and cling to me, night is falling and I am in my place again. above you, beneath you, wherever it pleases you so... oh my love, I am home again. My heart has been reborn again. the night is falling. and so am I . Falling for you ( into you, above you, through you). night is falling. night is falling. and so am i. so am i. always for you. for you.

blustarswendy3

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2002-10-22 - 7:10 p.m.

In the midst of my soft lullabye of sleep you run headfirst into my dreams and wake me, forcing my thoughts to turn to you, you leave me shaking in my bed. My breath comes in sharp jagged gasps. memories tumbling all around me. and I can not sleep. I can not breathe, can not catch my breath, can not outrun your imagined grasp. but why ?

What is it that makes me unable to forget you. The faded recollection of us, is forever shadowboxed in the dark corners of my mind. Your amethyst heart and deep lapis eyes staring at me, glowing like jewels at the bottom of the murky sea.

and everything takes me back to the edge of that night.

when you had two choices.

and you chose the one that slashed us both.

I am not your victim. I am my own captor.

I can not release myself from thoughts of you.

why have I chained myself so freely?

I am your trembling blue masochist.

and you,

my one and only true

sadistic love.

save yourself.

save yourself

it is already much too late

for me.

you made your choice.

you made this bed.

and left me to lie in it.

you made this bed.

and left me

tucked in

amidst all of your seeping lies.

staring through the

widowed veil of moonlight

holding softly

onto the tender lashings

of our last weeping goodbye.

old starlight - new starbright

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