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2003-02-23 - 10:30 a.m.
this is the end of everything
this is the end of it all
� this is us disintigrating
the in between of it all
was all we ever had
this is not the return
to the beginning
angels with gilded wings
can not save us all
push me away again
and watch me fall
and when I land
do not wait for me to call
oh this is the end of it all
the end of it all
I loved you once,
i loved you twice
three times to many
oh you thought I would
always be available
like moet waiting on ice
but I am no longer
your breathless lover
on call
changed my number
� and locked the front door
keys hidden underneath
my pillow
away from it all
this is the end of everything
this is us disappearing
back into the silk folds
of another night alone
back to the space
back to the place
of a history erased
because I can not face
the memory of it all
You sink me
and I am drowning
deep in the swirling indigo pool
of time gone by
why did you cover us all up
with honey and then
act surprised
when the mouth of flies
appeared ?
you tucked us in at night
with seeping lies ~
tangled up
between our
sleeping bodies
you fucked us up
and this is the end of it all
just walk away
just walk away
not another word
I am not listening
this is the end of it all
this is a great love disintigrating
this is the end of it all
no time for remorse
no indulgence to fulfill
with the luxury of hating
............
flash forward a thousand nights
glancing the past
moving on moving fast
catch me catch me
� I am on the brink
hold my hand
hold my hand
I hear the deep sadness
in your lost lapis eyes
no more apologies
� hold me hold me
let's walk away
and� leave footprints
in the soft white caribbean sand
where we buried the past
and found treasures upon land
no more diving for betrayal
lets collect seashells
and pave the road home again
with the luminous promise of pearls
dive deeper
the coral is near
tropical fish light the way
into the neon lair
of our secret filled worlds
I am sinking
into your love again
and not stopping for a
moment to think
where will this take me
the scent of cotton and mustique
to heady for me to ignore
I never stopped loving you
and you quietly reply " I know"
with tears you tell me
that you are dying
" aren't we all, my love, aren't we all"
but I will not lose this chance
again
if this is our eden, I will take it
at whatever cost
to hold you in my arms, and know
that a love like this, can never be lost
and when they come for you
I will surrender you into the blue
arms of the angels and
though years may pass,
you will never lose the grasp
that you have upon my heart
for time matters not
we are spirits of flesh
sharing one celestial heart.
..............
oh this is not the end of it all
this is not the end
this is a tale of a flawed love
that began more times than it
had reasons to end
you were my great love
you were my best friend
and in my dreams
you always take me back
to the first hour of that fateful day
when our very different kind of
fairy tale first began.
part of me is buried
part of me is hurried
but there is more living to do
til I can
til I can
earn my way
earn my way back
my way back,
my way back, to you.
�
old starlight - new starbright
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