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2003-06-04 - 5:59 p.m.
you are my biography, you are all of the pages of my unwritten book, I look at you, and see flashes of a life I could have so easily lived, with you, a boy that I so desperately ~ loved~
You pull me under the waves, when I am sleeping, your lapping words lick at my ankles and make me want to drown, in your gathering arms. I have sketched your face a thousand times, in the dark seeping� hours of my� insomnia. I curl into a tight wounded ball, tying myself into artful ribbons for your seeking fingers to unfurl. Your secrets were always so hidden, this love so� unrequited and unbidden, oh my extraordinary boy, you consume me completely, and yet I remain such an ordinary girl to you. why why why?
� In my nebulous world, you are the emperor of all that I am. Meteor warnings whenever you are near, my heart about to shatter and disappear, as you swallow the whole blue moon and tear the flaming sun from my phoenixless skies.
Out of the ashes the world sweeps black, and fades away. Impetuous Angels sit weeping in the shadows of our once upon a time, *fiercely* passionate love affair. In my restless dreams, my sleeping form begs you to appear. You slice apart the spinning stars, both near and far, until there is nothing left but the infinite and hollowed, prowling black jaguar night panting breathlessly against my porcelained neck.
and all I want to do is climb inside of you,and hide, just like I used to ... before
you eclipsed the innocence
of my ungathered green eyes
and forgot to thieve the forgiving light
of my last kiss,
ohhhhhhhhh
the last kiss
~goodnight~.
old starlight - new starbright
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