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2003-07-30 - 12:44 p.m.
I need to be stilled in the silence of all this uncertainty,
I need to be calmed in the rage of my empty nights, by your whispered words, tangling into me.
I need the race of my panicked heart to be quieted by your soft gentle touch dangling in front of me.
I need you to climb me like trails of winding ivy, then kiss me a little be rough, fiercely pushing against me, fingers entwining, until you fall like a shooting star gliding endlessly inside of me.
I need you to sooth me, and soundlessy hold me, I need you to move me to tears and fold me, into the lap of your embrace, and smooth my weary brow, and then sweep my chamomille hair from my weeping face and tell me everything is going to be ok.
even if it isn't. ok. I need you to try to make me believe that it is o k a y.
I am not ok. nothing is ok.
except when I look into your eyes. and see the flash of your tiger smile. spreading like a warm fire come to rescue me from the chill of too many nights spent without you.
I am drowning. underneath these waves. beneath the crush of blue infinity
only you only you only you only you can save me.
my beautiful brave boy. please come back and get me !!
( I am yours to do with as you wish ) if only if only you would believe me. ( and then never again, ever leave me)
old starlight - new starbright
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