she dreamed the same dream night after night~We are an orchestra of one, we are a majesty unveiling, we are newly born lovers, christening one another with mouths and hands and seeking tongues. We are everything and nothing~ Night is falling. night is falling. and I am drowning. in your arms. I am safe again. I am safe again. You surface me, and cling to me, night is falling and I am in my place again. above you, beneath you, wherever it pleases you so... oh my love, I am home again. My heart has been reborn again. the night is falling. and so am I . Falling for you ( into you, above you, through you). night is falling. night is falling. and so am i. so am i. always for you. for you.

blustarswendy3

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2003-09-19 - 11:09 a.m.

I search my landscape for signs of your existence. I lay in the darkness of the black velveteen night, listening to my galloping heart, wondering if yours is set to the same tempo.

Today I went to the beach. The air was salty, the breeze ruffled against my neck. and I thought about all of the seasons. To come.

before you arrive.

You lay tucked inside of me. like a little sleeping tulip. Ever since I stared at the faintest of pink lines, on a plastic white stick. and new. that my life was about to change. in the most dramatic of ways.

and I have to do this alone.and I am so very afraid, although, nothing I do anymore, is alone. so plural have I become. You and I . linked by blood and DNA and a thin sinewy cord, connecting our lives. our tragedies and joys will be one in the same. You are my reason for living. I sculpted you out of love and lust, and conceived you, on my 33rd birthday. You were a gift, well received, albeit unbeknownst at the time. You fought your way here, through a miracle of chance and destined circumstance.

it is the end of summer. and soon the guilded curtains upon Autumn will close. Each falling leaf will carry me closer to the indescribably beautiful dream of you. Long through the winter, will I wait. Perched on the edges of my future, dreaming of the shape of your cherub mouth, when it kisses my cheek. I dream of your fingers, may they be long and elegant and musical, just like your father's. I dream of your eyes, may they glisten with mischief and glee, I dream of you with a tumble of soft curls, may they be honey golden, and untamed, just like me.

and all through the winter, I bid you to wait. For you can not make your debut until spring has burst into colours. Please wait for me to catch up, do not run faster than I can chase, my arms can not lose you again.

little tulip.

sleep little baby of mine. Sleep. When the last of the ice has melted from the tundra of this place we call home. Then, come to me, let me catch you like a star. and I shall wish endlessly upon the heavens, for a gift such as you. Please God, May I be deserving, of meeting you, soon.

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