she dreamed the same dream night after night~We are an orchestra of one, we are a majesty unveiling, we are newly born lovers, christening one another with mouths and hands and seeking tongues. We are everything and nothing~ Night is falling. night is falling. and I am drowning. in your arms. I am safe again. I am safe again. You surface me, and cling to me, night is falling and I am in my place again. above you, beneath you, wherever it pleases you so... oh my love, I am home again. My heart has been reborn again. the night is falling. and so am I . Falling for you ( into you, above you, through you). night is falling. night is falling. and so am i. so am i. always for you. for you.

blustarswendy3

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2003-10-29 - 3:49 p.m.

your indifference has wounded me, in a way that has cast perfect light on the disillusions of my illogical world.

I don't know why it bothers me as much as it does, but it truly slices at the core of my insecurities.

I don't really care about much, of ~anything~ anymore.

such predicatability in the whole tale.

leaving me scarred amd totally empty.

and yet, somehow leaving me,Shimmering with gorgeous memories of you, from which ( i guess?)

I am supposed to build my own dark, disintigrating

palace of bitterness. to rival yours.

only, I don't hate you.( at all)I think the world of you~

and although I

am deeply, deeply

disappointed, in the way you have totally dismissed me, as though I no longer exist, I

learned a long time ago, to never believe in anything.

except, what's beautiful and perfect and dwells inside of me.

neither one of us, deserves this exquisitely innocent creature.

neither one of us, deserves such perfect beauty staring back at us, with our own seeking eyes,

asking us questions,in silence, knowing

that the answers dwell

somewhere between

all of our

glittering

truths and

star shaped

lies.

p.s. ( i miss your mischievous smile)

old starlight - new starbright

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