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2003-10-29 - 3:49 p.m.
your indifference has wounded me, in a way that has cast perfect light on the disillusions of my illogical world.
I don't know why it bothers me as much as it does, but it truly slices at the core of my insecurities.
I don't really care about much, of ~anything~ anymore.
such predicatability in the whole tale.
leaving me scarred amd totally empty.
and yet, somehow leaving me,Shimmering with gorgeous memories of you, from which ( i guess?)
I am supposed to build my own dark, disintigrating
palace of bitterness. to rival yours.
only, I don't hate you.( at all)I think the world of you~
and although I
am deeply, deeply
disappointed, in the way you have totally dismissed me, as though I no longer exist, I
learned a long time ago, to never believe in anything.
except, what's beautiful and perfect and dwells inside of me.
neither one of us, deserves this exquisitely innocent creature.
neither one of us, deserves such perfect beauty staring back at us, with our own seeking eyes,
asking us questions,in silence, knowing
that the answers dwell
somewhere between
all of our
glitteringtruths and
star shapedlies.
p.s. ( i miss your mischievous smile)
old starlight - new starbright
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