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2005-12-18 - 1:37 p.m.
you do not exist so forcefully in my life, anymore. and sometimes i am grateful. to be able to breathe. without feeling the pulsation of so much yearning for you, ripe against the surface of my skin. I used to feel you, with all the same intensity, the absence of you, the prescence of you, the dream of you,whether you were with me or not, so much wanting, always so much wanting... that even being near you,under you, over you was never enough.
the insatiableness,
the ungracefullness
the thanklessness
of so much wanting.
and now, even still. after all these years. long after you have retreated into obscurity ,
I still claim you.
in my dreams.
sometimes.
I wake up, in a haze of sleep
and feel my cold neck. for the heat.
of a long ago. kiss.
that never truly went away.
old starlight - new starbright
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