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2005-12-30 - 7:54 p.m.
the eve of new year's eve, and i have nowhere to be...
but the mundaneness.
of it all.
can still be so heartachingly beautiful, that i am almost always close to tears... and smiling at the same time...
watching my baby girl... in the arms of my father...
she loves him so much, calls him gram- PA ! and follows him everywhere...
she is such a snuggly little bear cub, she backs up into your lap, expecting to be picked up, and lavished with hugs and kisses, and oh she always is..
today. we went to the grocery store.
and sierra saw Seagulls in the parking lot, she got so excited...
and yelled " look MOMMY!!" she has no idea what they are, but she sooo sweely wants to share her world, with me.
I just snuggle-cuddled her to sleep, fresh from her bath.
to love this much.
has set me free.,
in a way, that I will never be able to give justice to.
i wish time would slow down.
i do not want to miss a minute.
of my life with sierra.
my only resolution is to live in the moment, oh every beautiful temper tantrumed, kicking and screaming, spilled juice on the floor moment, with her...
oh to hold on more. and to let go of the fear of losing my baby to time..
so afraid to turn around, and have it all behind me
when so much of her spectacular beauty surrounds me.
thank you god. and i never take a moment spent with her, for granted.
old starlight - new starbright
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