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2006-01-02 - 12:18 p.m.
I wrote this, 3 years ago...
Secrets within secrets.
dear diary
Now I am the one with porcelin
secrets
deftly on display
inside my china cabinets.
Hidden behind glass,
look, but you can not touch,
touch, but you can not feel
know, but you will never understand
these are mine.
and someone else's.
and there is a sweet sweet deliciousness
to it all.
oh i am happy in spite of myself.
i could hear your heart beating
through all the thin blue layers.
pressing myself into the space
of the place where once
i came to rest.
and I am not caught
up in endings
or beginnings anymore
some things just ~are~
and nothing about us is perfection
nothing is whole or complete
but in that one soft fleeting moment
pressing myself into the deep blueness of you
i felt struck with the overwhelming power of utter contentment.
and all of the lingering in between is less than you need to know
because the ~secrets of the always wanting more~wish~ belongs to me. ( and you ) ,
and somehow, all these years later, you and I still, have secrets.
does it ever end?
old starlight - new starbright
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