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2002-02-13 - 1:22 p.m.
remember that now infamous night, blue with longing, and yet, somehow I knew that it all was going to end. I did not taste forever in your eyes, but did you have to spell out all the ways, I was never going to be your happiness? you left me as ice. You left me as ice and I have melted away into nothing. and now suddenly I am afraid to die and yet I am afraid to live, afraid to take a step in any direction, because I am terrified of falling deeper away. away from this earthly world streaming red with paper valentines. and the ice bleeds into the red staining me staining me staining me with all your pretty little red paper lantern goodbyes.
and you snuggled in her bed. warmed by her flannel ways.and bitter looks terrible on me. I don't have the right skin tones for it. just like, you don't wear a lie very convincingly. How did you get to be such a coward?
oh it matters not. yet, somehow it strangely matters to ME all the fucking time~
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