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2003-02-04 - 8:58 p.m.
I am breaking out, you are breaking in. back off, cause surely this is the end, this is not the way it will all begin, again
time is pushing us closer, pulling us farther apart. Click here, we exist. Click there, oh we're back to the infamous ~whipped cream with a cherry on top~ start.
there is no time machine to reinvent our seperated heart, no surgery to remove you from underneath my barely breathing skin.
I love you!! I hate you! oh can't you see it is all the same?
shutter click, freezeframe. is it all just a cruel game?
gifts are given, like treasures,
our sinful pleasure recieved.
tales are told, lies unfold,
pretty little words spoken, to decieve
your mistakes were never my shame.
nothing I can touch or feel or claim. noone else to ever blame
You never though of anyone other than yourself.
You are damaged, you are flawed.
You are loved, you are longed for
I accepted you for who you were,
and I am sorry that I always wanted more.
you loved me in your own gentle way
but it was not enough to keep you tethered
oh you never belonged to me
you never belonged to anyone
not even in the gripping hours that we spent together
I have set you free a thousands time before
what makes this time any different?
especially when you keep coming back for the sweet sweet taste of more?
I questioned my love, wondered if it was real~
because if it was, how could I alone feel
one way for you, when you loved another?
but love is not dependent on emotions
that make any sense
go on, go under these waves,
pulling us down, pulling us in
Letting you fall, possessively inside of me, a shooting star gliding, a lost boy hiding, all through the night. I made a wish, and held you tightly. Our bodies crashing, like fierce tsunami waves colliding. Foaming white Seaspray covering the walls, the salty kiss of a slow kiss whispering goodbye.
leaving me all alone with the scarlett mark of our delicious sin~
and the soft memory of our last shivering sigh~
old starlight - new starbright
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