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2003-07-10 - 12:53 p.m.
I know that I annoy you. I know that I am needy and clingy. but you don't understand. I have been a ghost for so so long, lost to this inhabitated world. Noone has noticed me, in eons. and one day you stopped along the way. and nodded and smiled and wished me a good day. and I realized in that stunning and finite moment that you actually saw me. glimpsed the grey of my soul and chose not to walk straight through me. and the promenade of words exchanged, made my heart jump start inside of me. I am beguiled, oh don't you see, how it has all come to be. and yes, I know that, in the end, you just want to be friends. and in my life, everything beautiful always comes to an end. but for now, before all the loquacious goodbyes inside my head are written, I want to climb inside the forbidden cave of your mouth. and camp out underneath the glow of your unexplored polar bear blue, iced eyes.
and count all the stars of heavens gaze, falling from your incandescent skies.
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* P.S. this was my 301st entry! who knew it was possible to write the same exact thing over and over!!!! I am giving myself the 1st Annual glittering neurotic love sick schoolgirl/thirtysomething drama queen of unrequited love redundancy AWARD!!! YAY ME!!!!!!!!!
I dedicate this award to all the boys who never loved me (back) - before !!!Without you, well... I guess, I would have been.......um, well... happy ?!? ;)
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