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2004-02-23 - 1:11 p.m.
For so long, I was drowning, and looked to you to be the guiding light in my world. and for a short time, you actually were. oh you thought that I was weak, and perhaps you weren't wrong. You used me in your casual way, but I let you and never looked back.
perhaps because,
I have spent so many of my days, shaking off the blueness of solitude, that the comfort you offered was to much for me to refuse, and I have become so used to the unrequitedness of my life that I never held anyone accountable
but I just wanted to tell you. that I have survived, in spite of your indifference in the wake of this storm. I have had to hold on, and banished the ghosts that haunted me for so very long.
For someone so empty, I am suddenly filled with the lushness of a new life. I am ripe with the promise of springtime and all the beauty that it brings.
and I am proud.
for the first time in my life.
I am proud of the way that I have handled this all.
it hasn't been easy, but I have had to become so strong.
and I hope that I continue to be.
for it is less than 11 weeks until my life changes forever.
and i have been waiting for the birth of my heart for far to long.
i wish you peace and bliss.
always.
and the eternal hope that you will someday capture a love like this, of your very very own.
old starlight - new starbright
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