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2005-06-21 - 2:01 p.m.
Vacancy~
I am boxing you up, a memory at a time, determined to be rid of you, to create a beautiful new space in the vagabond place where you always seemed to dwell.
I have tried so goddamn hard to erase you, but my dreams always seem to return you to the lockbox of my psyche, and I am tired of letting you grafiti my mind, control my thoughts,and forever keeping me in a holding pattern of uncertainty .
you used to be so under my skin, so under the surface, that I couldn't breathe without the slow linger of you, occupying everything. everywhere. everytime.
but this is my new song, my new fairytale, I am creating a vacancy, less afraid of the abyssal void, than of letting go. ( exhale/inhale/ faretheewell )
this is me letting go. of y.o.u. for the thousandthmillionth time.
this is you disappearing. for the gazillionth time.
last memory of a last kiss for the last time.
old starlight - new starbright
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