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2006-08-24 - 10:34 p.m.
After all this time, I still wear you as a scar. I woke up the other night, heavy with the ache of unrelenting sadness because I dreamnt that you had just been in my room, sleeping. on the sofa. and had left before I woke up. a dream of dreaming. but one where I couldn't touch you, or feel you.
I smelled your cologne and knew that you were somewhere in my room in that all knowing way that dreams are... I saw you, without ever even seeing your face, I saw you just by remembering that you still exist, somewhere in the northern hemisphere of my distant past.
and it was just the same as it always was. I missed you, even when we were in the same room...
never could feel close enough to you, because you always kept a million miles between us,
even when we lingered.
underneath the bridge of sighs.
I would have followed you anywhere.
I would have given you anything.
but years later. I am still chained.
to the unattainableness of you...
even in my dreams.
you remain cloistered in the illusions that you could be so very very close.
and yet. always. so very very far away,
old starlight - new starbright
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