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2003-12-14 - 10:21 p.m.
I miss the tangledupness of how we used to be. The uncertainty of it all. The restless way you used to looked at me, the intensity of your gaze. There was always such fierce heat between us, in spite of your icy ways. oh, will you ever know, how you set me on fire and left me to burn, for the rest of my solitary days.
I remember how posessively you clung to me, in the stolen hours of a lush spring midnight. In the garden of our jasmined paradise, the halo of stars hung low, as we held tight. and then, one destined night, the breathless angels sealed our fate. A long sweeping kiss, forever rinsing the crimson of my deepening pomengranate mouth, your seeking tongue meeting mine, the lingering swallow of the sweet blush of red wine, staining us both in the seeping, sleeping hours of our much too finite time.
As you entered the surrender of our breathless passion, in that exact moment, you left me shivering and oh so alone. I lost everything that I ever believed in. my heart was no longer my own.
for you left me undone and covered in sin.
such shame in the game of loving you this much.
I am jealous of the innocent girl in my memories.
The one who slept softly in the summer breeze of your gathering arms.
Winter has chilled me to the bone.
Left me so alone, in the solitude, of my solitary skin.
The fire has long since left my room. The window's are all covered in ice.
with one finger, I trace your name upon the glistening glass pane.
and watch my breath melting you away.
the living always remember the dead.
but you forgot me so very long ago.
didn't you?
old starlight - new starbright
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